I was in the engineering software business for all of my professional career. I started as an engineer, then moved into sales, then into management (both technical and commercial), and ultimately ended up as an executive managing a software product business in a Fortune 500 company. During my career, we lived overseas twice for extended periods. By any measure one would apply, I’d had a very successful career.

Throughout my life, teaching has been something that I have been drawn to—specifically, teaching Bible classes.

In 2014, I hit a major turning point. My wife and I traveled to Israel to celebrate our 25th wedding anniversary. This trip rocked my world. Led by Brad Gray, the trip was described as a “Rabbinic” Biblical study trip. In essence, we would never know our schedule for the day. We would hop off the bus in what often appeared to be the middle of nowhere and begin to walk— “following the rabbi.” We hiked 5-8 miles per day.

In most cases, we had no idea where we were until we sat down to study the Bible. Each lesson brought new light to the Bible as we explored its geographic, historical, and cultural contexts. I was blown away, and this time in Israel taught me to examine the Scriptures with fresh eyes, look at the details, and ask new questions that often led to surprising insights that I had never noticed before.

In 2017, I took another trip with Brad to Turkey. This trip focused on how the Apostles and the early church spread the Gospel to the Greco-Roman world in less than 300 years. This trip further enhanced my love and passion for Jesus Christ, God’s Word, and its practical application.

These trips changed how I approached the Bible and taught it. Those who attended my classes saw the difference. Not only did they see an even greater passion for the Text from me, but they were drawn to engage it deeper, challenging long-held/traditional interpretations of the Text.

Yet, the more I journeyed down this path, the more I felt there was something else I needed to be doing. It was around this time that a friend of mine was making a change in his career. He quoted an author (I don’t recall the name) who said, “People spend too much of their lives doing things they are good at and not enough time doing things they are great at. We need to stop doing the things we are just good at and focus our energies on the things we are great at!”

That statement resonated with me and resulted in some deep personal reflection. What was I great at? Was this really the focus of my efforts? I realized that while I was good at my job (some would say very good), I was a great Bible teacher. I based this determination on my perceptions, feedback from others, and available empirical data (after all, I was an engineer).

But what would it mean to focus all of my efforts on that? Well, it would mean I needed more formal education. Depending upon the level I wanted to teach, it might mean a Ph.D. How could I do that and still keep my job—which was demanding and required lots of travel? If I left my job, how could we make it work financially? After all, at the time, I had two kids in college! The more I thought about it, the more it seemed impossible—at least at this stage in my life. Maybe I could wait a few years until the kids were out of college, and I could retire. That would undoubtedly be the safe and logical thing to do. But if I waited, would it be too late?

In the midst of this wrestling, I heard a voice in my head say, “Do you trust Me?” Now, before I lose most of you, I am not someone prone to hearing imaginary voices, nor do I think that God often speaks directly to me. But I can tell you with all certainty that I heard this voice saying, “Do you trust Me?” I thought about it. Did I trust Him? My answer was just as clear as the voice in my head. “No! I don’t!” Yet, the voice again said, “But do you trust Me?”

Coming to grips with this question and my response did not result in an immediate change of heart. For some time, I struggled with it. Slowly but surely, I began to think, “What if…” Were there options that I hadn’t considered? What if I took some radical—even illogical steps?

Throughout this process, I can tell you that I have come to a much greater appreciation for the father in Mark 9, who brings his son to Jesus for healing. The father had some doubts about what Jesus could do for his son. When challenged by Jesus about his faith, the father responded, “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!” (Mark 9:24, NIV) I used to think the father’s response was funny. Not anymore. I’ve come to understand just how he felt. Yet, Jesus healed his son despite his unbelief. That’s a pretty comforting lesson for me.

So, my wife and I began to pull together a plan to see if we could make this work. The real key was how to generate funds for the required education and still be able to live (and don’t forget the minor expense of getting our kids through college). We sold our home in Austin and bought a house a few miles further out of town. By doing this, we were able to get debt free and cut our monthly expenses drastically. It also freed up enough cash to cover the kids’ college expenses. It provided sufficient funds to help me through this process. During this phase, we lived off my wife’s teacher’s salary.

I can say that God has blessed us throughout this process. We received five offers on our house the first day it was on the market. We ended up selling it well above our asking price. We found a place close to my wife’s school that was well within our price range. I was blessed to receive generous scholarships from all the Universities I have attended. Everything (so far) has worked out better than we had planned.

Regarding my education path, I spent two semesters in Israel at Jerusalem University College, earning a graduate certificate in Biblical History and Geography. I completed my MA in Old Testament at Abilene Christian University’s Graduate School of Theology in 2022. In 2023, I earned my Master of Theology (ThM) degree at SMU’s Perkins School of Theology. Now, I am pursuing my PhD in Hebrew Bible/Old Testament at SMU.

So, you might be wondering how I came up with the name for this site. Early in this process, I was teaching my Sunday morning Bible class, and I shared some of the struggles I was going through around this decision. After class, several people came up to me to provide encouragement and support. However, one lady pulled me aside and reminded me of the story in Joshua 3, where the Israelites are crossing into the Promised Land for the first time. God instructs the priests to carry the Ark of the Covenant and step into the Jordan River ahead of the people. She reminded me, “God didn’t stop the waters of the Jordan river until the priests stepped into it.” Wise words.

So, I have “stepped into the Jordan” and am looking forward to seeing what God has in store.